Change
I never considered myself at stay at home mom. I never considered myself a working mom. For the last two years, I have been in this limbo where I was beyond fortunate to spend every day with you, while working for MiMi at her home daycare. I had somewhere to be Monday through Friday by 8:15(ish) and could not make plans until after 5:30 when the last daycare kiddo was picked up. That and a paycheck every week made me a working mom, right? Then how am I struggling so bad with the reality that this is my final week of this routine I have become so fond of? Am I being selfish? Is it wrong for me to want to pursue my passion? It took so many years for me to finally figure out that I would love teaching. Is it wrong that I continue on that career path if it means having to kiss you goodbye every morning at 7:15? I guess ...